I am really trying to repeat every day this affirmation: success is the best revenge.
somehow I linked the fact the things are going good for him-or at least that is what it seams- to the fact that things will go bad for me.
His happiness doesn't mean my not-happiness.
I just really need to focused on myself, spending time and energy thinking about him and her, won't bring anything good for me.
Still I thought about a punishment for him. maybe it doesn't make sense to put any type of effort in something that concerns him at all.
I want to have hope, that things will be good and this was just a necessary path to my growing.
someday it works, someday it won't.
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